…better to give than receive. But it’s a lot harder to receive than give.
Two weeks of not really having the energy to write a blog, much less load the dishwasher, plant a flower, cook dinner, get dressed, or walk across the room!
NOTE: ‘Virtual hugs’ are not necessary. My cup runneth over with your love, support and prayers. This is more ‘for the record’ so my grandchildren can read it all someday if they want.
So, two weeks ago the fourth cycle started. Two chemicals on Tues and my energy level tanked again. Back to not being able to walk across the room without having to sit down and catch my breath. So frustrating to have to just sit and watch and not ‘do’.
But, Heather moved back to CA two weeks ago so Mardelle has extra help with this tired old man. She’ll be living here with us till she finds a job and gets a place to live. Good to have her home.
Last week was a one chemical day and my white blood cell count went south again. But after the second ‘booster’ shot it was above the good range and I felt good for almost a day. Then my blood pressure, which had been dropping, hit 90/something and I really felt it. So my chemo Dr. said to cut back on the BP medicine I’m taking – for my heart, the other challenge in my life. But being a tad paranoid, I called my cardiologist to get his OK – which I got. So maybe we can get some energy pumping again.
One more ‘cycle’, then a CT scan to evaluate, and life gets interesting again…. what paths will present themselves?
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. Robert Frost